Shahzada saheb smiling affectionately at my sons |
His smiling face appears before my eyes. Just twenty one days before his demise he had visited MSB Banswara during Moulana's Taherabad journey. He visited each and every room of the institue, and took keen interest in all the updates. He affectionately spoke to the students and staff. He indulgently watched the students' performances. He graciously spent so much time in the premises inspite of his very hectic schedule and various appointments. I remember preparing snacks and black tea for him and serving him. He particularly liked the black tea. It was our good fortune to get the sharaf of serving him during his last visit here. He stayed in Banswara town till 3'o clock in night, visiting masjid, mazaar, mumineen's homes and listening to what they had to say. Such was his affection for mumineen and his zeal for khidmat!
He was a pillar of strength and righteousness. A very organized and punctual individual. A very good orator. His organizational skills were exceptional and thus departments of Al vazarat and MSB fluorished under his expert leadership. He started the Taa'bbudaat movement. And there are countless other khidmaat and achievements to his credit.
He lived a life of khidmat and died a death of saa'dat. We mourn him for ourselves, for our loss, not for him_because we know that he has reached the heavens and eternal bliss! We mourn him because he was such a strong arm for our beloved Moula (tus) . The sight of this 100 year old father at the burial of his son wrenched even the hardest of hearts and brought tears to even the driest of eyes.How he must have coped up with this huge loss! But His Sabr e jameel gave strength and solace to everyone.
Shahzada saheb's sudden departure, Aqa moula's shafaa't for him and Mufaddal moula's words for him reinforced the belief in every mumin's heart that this life is but a passage to the eternal life. The heart can cease to beat at any moment but the soul nourished with the love of Moula, Ilm (knowledge) , Amal (good deeds) , and khidmat (service) will continue to live forever and ever. And Moula will do shafaa't of every mumin. What awaits us after this life is much more rewarding! Death is but the beginning!!
I quote Edwin Leibfred here:
For death is but a pasing phase of Life
A change of dress, a disrobing;
A birth into the unborn again;
A commencing where we ended;
A starting where we stopped to rest
A crossroad of Eternity;
A giving up of something; to possess all things
The end of the unreal, the beginning of the real.
Shahzada saheb's sudden departure, Aqa moula's shafaa't for him and Mufaddal moula's words for him reinforced the belief in every mumin's heart that this life is but a passage to the eternal life. The heart can cease to beat at any moment but the soul nourished with the love of Moula, Ilm (knowledge) , Amal (good deeds) , and khidmat (service) will continue to live forever and ever. And Moula will do shafaa't of every mumin. What awaits us after this life is much more rewarding! Death is but the beginning!!
I quote Edwin Leibfred here:
For death is but a pasing phase of Life
A change of dress, a disrobing;
A birth into the unborn again;
A commencing where we ended;
A starting where we stopped to rest
A crossroad of Eternity;
A giving up of something; to possess all things
The end of the unreal, the beginning of the real.
Touching!
ReplyDeleteThis is so well expressed, touched the heart!
ReplyDeleteSakina
thank u.
DeleteVery touching
ReplyDeletetasneem, i cant begin to express how deeply your post has moved me. To have known and interacted with Shahzada Saheb so closely--you are so privileged. This post gives me an insight into the exceptional person that he was. Jazakallah!
ReplyDeleteYour expression is phenomenal--right from the heart. Such a just tribute to such an unparalleled personality. All I keep thinking about is our Maula TUS--who is our saviour in our grief. May Imam Husain grant Maula TUS the Sabr to cope with this grave loss.
Maryam
May Allah give sabr e jameel to our moula, ameen
DeleteMaryam thank u for your generous comments, that's very kind of u. I always look forward to your comments.
Gem of an essay which has come from the heart truly touches our heart, His soul would feel sense of satisfaction, ....such despair we couldn't express our true emotions for him when he was with us... but he's there with us listening...
ReplyDeletethank u quaid bhai for your feedback.
Deletehas brought tears to my eyes
ReplyDeleteThanks for the article - Shahzada Saheb was an institute of professionalism - will never forget his front pocket small note book - MSB is the result of his concern of mumineen's children education - and like u stated he had a charming and encompassing smile and look which made all of us to be in sync with him in whatever he wanted us to do. Through your article I remember him fondly and will miss him. And he will never be alone as mumineen from everywhere in the world will once visit A'dabad and will do his ziarat. This is Aqamoula's TUS tribute to Shazada Saheb. Once again thanks for the write up.
ReplyDeletevery nicely written tasneemben. very touching. i visited ahmedabad just a couple of days back. when i stood by the qabr of shahzada saheb it was difficult to believe it was indeed him lying in there. whenever i would visit shahzada saab in his office i would find it difficult to leave, the aura that his presence emanated would give me so much peace and tranquility that i would wish he wouldnt let me leave.
ReplyDeletesame was the feeling that i had when i stood there. "ae Huzaifa to reh sheh ki ban khaake pa" there he rests in his heavenly abode in the qadam mubarak of syedna jalal shamsuddin ra...indeed he is alive...in the heart of Aqa Moula tus, in jannat, and in the hearts of the millions whose lives he has touched.
but his innocent countenance smiling upon us will assurance and affection will always be missed.
Thank you behlah bhai for sharing with us your precious memories of shazada saheb.
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